ssry guys that i havent been on in a realllllly long time! ^ ^
its been a busy summer with my new job at the law firm and i havent really had the time to really go on the internet.

anywayz yesterday i finally got my wisdom teeth out. so far so good. the swelling is getting a little worse but really i only have a little bit of discoloaration

in fact i think im goin to go shopping tomorrow. i cant go a week without clothes shopping

i have the say that the most trippiest part of the whole surgury was the valium. i have anxiety disorder and neadles give me the willies so i took some to calme me down. with that and the other coctail of pain pills i have to say that it was the weirdest experience of my life. in about 5 minutes the valium took its effect and hit me like a ton of bricks. my mother said that she never heard me talk like the way i was talking before. i was slurring my words and claiming that i was seeing double vision. taking that stuff was like taking a dose of LSD; it was like i was in the clouds.

i dont remember much of what really happened. it was like a series of flashbacks. one miniute i was in the operationg room. the nurse put a blood pressure thing on my arm and somthing on my finger. then i heard the doctor telling me that he was goin the put the IV in my arm. the last thing i remember was thinking to my self was that the doctor lied to me and the IV really hurt my arm.

all of a sudden i was in the recovery room and that was that. i didnt wake up to any pain and i was a little disorianted when i walked for a while.

the drugs was still in my system for a while and i started to confess to things i did in the past. things i remember saying but dont even know why i told them to my mother in the first place. it was as though i was so comfortable in saying what i said that i just didnt give a rats ass.

"i know that this is the drugs talking but im goin to turn a new leaf and be a better person"

i just wanted to know some other stories that sum of you guys have of getting your wisdom teeth out. i would luv to hear them all

peace
your master of chaos
doomedgoddess

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